trashedrat

woke up quick, at about noon 8.30am

nothing much to report.

i love my dog.

i love my car.

i kinda/sorta love my job.

EAT BABIES!

got a promotion.

slipping back into depression.

my car is the shiz-nit, yo.

gots me a car.

drove to san marcos.

using the computer.

getting insurance today.

tried to get a tattoo today. tried to go shopping.

funeral tomorrow at 2pm. at least i found some pants to wear.

my computer deleted all my music, software, and pictures.

so angry.

the woman who gave me my name died tonight.

my mother quit her job.

im moving to austin this month.

kents brother found my weed and left a note for kent in it. dumbass.

i found my mp3 player under a bunch of crap in kents backseat. yay.

i am drinking a beer.

so .

life goes on.

i love you Emily.

joe is in jail for the second time this week. first time, 6 days ago, it was for PI. last night, weed. i tracked down one of joes friends and he said that it was only a joints worth, so thats a little better.. i guess.

my airstream is full of mice. we've killed 4 and trapped 2.. theres still more. i cant live there untill i kill them all. the bastards licked the cheese off some of the traps.

i bought some catches for the cabinets and some paint brushes to paint the floor. should turn out cute.

they fired a guy at papa johns. one of the driver's trucks radiator died. yay. need a job?

my wrists are wrecked. must find something to help the carpal tunnel.

approaching new years. cant dredge up the enthusiasm.

working on unpacking today... found out i have mice. they ate the foam egg crate thingy. bastards.

apparently i have been being mean lately.

coal for me...



and steel toe work shoes!

yay!

another shitty year almost over. this is the 2nd year of broken family christmas. yay.

papa johns is going ok. i made assistant manager.. blah blah blah.. lots of work. i think im getting carpal tunnel in my right wrist from slinging pizzas all day. my elbow is going out and my right knee is unhappy. also the P key on my baby xps is trying to go out.. just noticed that. bastards.

been spending ungodly amounts of time online lately looking for cars. i have a crazy price range and am remembering how depressed my year of internet addiction was. uugh. but cars, so far we are looking at 3k to 21k. dont ask me why the range is that large.. it just is. top choices are as follows: 2005 acura rsx type s, 2005 honda civic si (love the hatchback), toyota prius.. if it came stick, honda insight, audi tt quattro, mini cooper, vw gti something or other.. some other crap. im leaning to the civic si, because A. love the body style B. decent on gas and C. its more car than that ol' kia. but who knows what ill end up with. its been months since ive had transportation. its sucks big hairy ones.

christmas blows. i will be working. all week. all the next week. and hopefully all the week after that.

ps. i hate pizza.

some of us made it to san marcos, some of us are lost up north of houston, alot are stuck in pearland. kent is in NW houston trying to talk his parents out of going back to pearland. my party made it to san marcos in 5 hours. nothing short of amazing. we stayed off the mandatory evac routes, and it saved our asses. my heart goes out to the people stuck on the highways. something needs to be done, there is no time for dragging asses.

say your prayers and include all the folks affected by this.

gots me a job.

gots me a court date. (aug. 5th, 6.30pm) so's ill remember.

my car is trying to die. it -must- hold out till i can finish school and buy a new one.

vacation ended early, but overall it was fun.

i spent over 6 hours crying and fearing for my life last night on the ride back from fort collins. i didnt calm down till well into texas. i might tell the story, but more than likely i wont. in short, my foot is more than likely broke for the second time this year, and im fairly certain me and joe are never welcome in colorado again.

im going to spend the next week or so with my mother... she was tore up about this whole thing.. hysterical and such. so was meme. and dona. and mike.

im looking foward to being clean again, getting healthy, and starting my shit over. my life is currently crap and im sick of it. from now on, its all about myriah's well being. hinder me and face my wrath.

leaving for colorado tonight. im bringing the xps.. so i should update some.

im going to colorado for 2 to 2 and a half weeks. please leave me alone. im on vacation.

i like to sleep.

triped. snakes. stuff.

gots me a girl friend. yup yup yup.

boobs are hurtyish tonight.

saw ep.3 tonight. its ok. i think 2 was better.

was kinda funny. i found a dead bat in the grill of a truck. it smelled bad.

i bought shit today. socks, a star wars shirt, a chunky d-ring collar for $11 and some fishnets. there goes my savings. haha.

shadow is doing ok i guess. kinda sad. moms puppy annoys him.

kent is wearing eyeliner. its cute on him.

things, stuff, blah blah.

friday's outlook is rosey.

good week overall..

made it back to pearland ok. we had the truck loaded up past the roof. we needed a rocking chair on top.. would of been great.

shadow is adjusting to his new homes.. hopefully he hasnt run off while ive been gone.

art car parade and will's bands show tomorrow. kent is thinking about getting an amp. no. not the stereo kind.

me, mom and joey drove up to san marcos for the packing of the house. actually this is the pre-packing.. the real packing wont start for a few more weeks. im working on throwing away and goodwilling my shit. you know, living in a camp trailer is kinda cramped. good news though.. im going to take my dog shadow home with us friday.